The Killer

Ambition is a killer .

That might be what kills me .

You know the , ambition ?

ambition gives you this drive to drive whatever car that fits your desire .

Not four wheels , but the dream .

The drive to want something , to want something that you weren’t raised on .

Call me crazy if you’d like or maybe its these glasses

The drive to see a picture past its meaning and create your own meaning .

The ambition gives you late nights , that you can’t explain and early mornings that makes no sense .

The drive to want something only dreamt of , but not the ambition to be rich .

oh no , money is meant to be spent .

This ambition isn’t about the shoes , clothes , cars , nor houses .

This is more of an ambition to be happy .

Happy ? Yes, happy.

Not the kind of happy were you put a fake smile , so no one knows your hurting .

Not the kind of happy that society wants us to be , well to me society happy is the worst type of happy .

Care free , worry free , stress free , and comfortable .

Yes, happy .

Dont you know ? The Declaration of Independence , speaks about the “Pursuit of Happiness.”

Well , if it ever kills me , you know the ambition , at least I you know one thing .

I died trying to reach my ultimate dream .

Monae Janae


Published by: monaej

Just a Young American who has a story to tell , and feels free to tell . Wanting to give the hopeless , hope . Wanting to give the unwanted , warmth . Wanting to give the unlove , love .

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