It feels like every step I take something is draging me back .
I keep telling myself keep the faith .
Its like I all I am doing is fight just to survive .
Its like I am fighting to struggle .
Fighting to lose .
Is this we are here for ? You know those of us who weren’t born with a silver spoon in our mouths .
Hit rock bottom so many times, this rock is starting to get comfortable .
Walking down a dark aile , when will the morning come ?
Will the sunlight ever start to shine ?
Always get that feeling as if, I am starting to win , but then I notice I am still losing .
I can’t be the only one with this type of pain . The type of pain you feel when pills are the only thing to ease the pain .
Back aching from carrying a heavy load of hurt .
It feels like every punch I swing that these demons , they manage to blindside me and take me down .
They say prayer works , but I haven’t seen a change .
I really do wonder , will I ever get ahead .